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13049.) I think that I'm depressed.

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I have feelings of high hopes and happiness but they eradicate once some small frustration, sadness or anger comes along. I don’t want to talk about it to anyone just because I don’t think they want to hear it. I think they’re sick of it. I feel that people only want to talk to me when I’m ecstatically happy but leave me when I’m down. I almost want to tell people about my problems for the attention. To have one of those thrilling lives people have where they go through so much and become so strong. But I’m not feeling strong. I feel weak, pathetic and sick of it all. It’s like I know everything wrong with me but I don’t do anything about it.